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A Role Model For Men In Dickinson, Besides Ken Zander And The Man Of La Mancha

In recent blog posts I have written about Stark County Commissioner Ken Zander, as I think that he serves as an inspiration and role model for men in Dickinson.  By his own example, Ken Zander has shown how to live life to its fullest, to go after what you want, that winners never quit, and quitters never win.

Now it is time to give men in Dickinson, an even more powerful example of how they should conduct themselves and live their lives.  You see, men must believe in themselves, they must believe in what they are doing, they must have conviction.

I look around in Dickinson, and I see too many men acting like lap dogs.  I ask you, what good is a lap dog as a leader?  What good is a lap dog when there is work to be done?  What good is a lap dog when there is danger lurking?

In this example of a man that I will give shortly, this is how men in Dickinson should act, whether they are a bar owner, a restaurant owner, a barber, the manager of a car dealer service department, the Mayor, the Chief of Police, or the Sheriff.  You must believe in what you are doing, you must have conviction!

Here, the actor Klaus Kinski portraying Lope de Aguirre, he keeps his head, his focus, his determination, when all of the others around him have given up, that is what makes him a man among men, and a leader of men.  He is fearless, courageous, determined, and resolute.  He believes in himself, and in what he is doing:

Stark County Commissioner Ken Zander Is The Man Of La Mancha

A couple of days ago I read another Dickinson Press newspaper article about Stark County Commissioner Ken Zander and his alleged acts of sexual harassment. Though an earlier newspaper article listed the accusations against him, and reported that the investigation concluded that he was not guilty of sexual harassment, this follow-up newspaper article was about a subsequent County Commission meeting where his accuser and her attorney spoke publicly.

I was thinking to myself, that this would make a very good musical or opera. For ages, Greek tragedies, Italian operas, and modern musicals have been about love, romance, debauchery, unrequited love, and public persecutions. This Ken Zander story has every element of a good musical or opera.

I began thinking about how I would write, direct, script, cast, and choreograph this story as a musical or opera. I could not help but begin reviewing in my mind, every musical, ballet, and opera that I had ever seen, to get some ideas on how to do this. I admire Ken Zander, and I would want someone who resembled him to play his part. Then I realized, “Ken Zander is The Man Of La Mancha, as played by Peter O’ Toole!”

As I began watching more movie clips from The Man Of La Mancha as played by Peter O’ Toole, I found what would serve as a good portrayal of Ken Zander’s romantic pursuit of Lisa Heiser, Stark County Parks Director, played by Sophia Loren:

I hope that these ideas will help to put this story and events into better historical perspective.

An Example Of How It Is Possible For Women To Be Logical

In the summer of 2012 I was working in an oil field in west Texas, right along the border of Mexico. In the town where I was staying, Crystal City, the population was probably about 80% Hispanic, and the inhabitants were more like Mexicans than anything else.

The family roots, customs, beliefs, traditions, practices, behaviors, and policies of the majority of the people in this area of west Texas was Mexican. They did not really like White people, and they often openly acted like they didn’t like White people.

In that oil field of west Texas, just like western North Dakota, there was and is a shortage of women. When I got off of work, the first thing that I would try to do was get something to eat. Soon, I found that the only restaurant in that region that I could reliably get decent food, was a restaurant/bar in Crystal City called Miguelito’s.

The restaurant/bar Miguelito’s in Crystal City usually had nice-looking, pleasant young waitresses, hostesses, and bar tenders. However, due to the Hispanic culture, traditions, and beliefs, it is considered very bad to trifle with the affection of nice young Hispanic girls, especially because they fall in love so quickly and completely. You should not seduce these nice young Hispanic girls unless you plan on marrying them.

After dinner, I would go back to where I lived and begin looking on the internet for women to meet, on sites such as PlentyOfFish. It should come as no surprise that there were very few women on internet dating sites out in the desert of west Texas.

It was truck drivers in Dickinson, North Dakota working in the oil field, that told me when there are no women on internet dating sites, go look on the website “Back Page” under the category “Escorts”. So, that is what I did.

At that time, 2012, before the U.S. Government shut down “Back Page”, there were some very nice looking escorts that advertised themselves. It often seemed too good to be true, like you would respond to a very nice-looking escort’s advertisement, but that is not the girl who would show up. It would be a hideous looking girl who showed up, or the police.

I began trying to look for advice on how to hire a prostitute or an escort, and I came upon a website titled, “Maggie McNeill, The Honest Courtesan”. This website had a tremendous amount of information, advice, and research on prostitutes and prostitution. The website owner had given herself the pseudonym “Maggie McNeill”.

Not only did I appreciate all of the information that “Maggie McNeill” had to offer, she was one of the best writers that I have ever read. Meaning not just amateur lay-person writers, but one of the best writers even among the most famous writers.

When I tried to find out the background of “Maggie McNeill”, I believe that she had a bachelor of arts in English, and a master’s in Library Science. She had been very ahead of her classmates in school, in New Orleans where she grew up and attended Catholic School.

After she graduated from college, she married a man who she met in college and she began working as a librarian. Her marriage did not last, and her husband caused her to be liable for about $90,000 in marital debt. In order to pay off this debt, she began working part-time as a stripper.

While working as a stripper, Maggie McNeill found out from other women that she could make much more money as a prostitute. She found out more about it, and began doing it. She liked it, and she liked the amount of money that she was making.

At some point, Maggie McNeill began writing about prostitution. I think that two of the main things that she wanted to accomplish were to set people straight on wanting to “rescue” prostitutes, and prostitutes being “victims”.

The gist of what Maggie McNeill wanted to explain, is that women have the right to chose whatever kind of work they wish to do, they don’t need “rescuing”, and women are not helpless “victims”. She was trying to explain that prostitution can be much higher paying than other types of work available to women, it allows women to be self-employed, it allows women to have flexibility in their schedule to enable them to do other things like go to school or take care of their children. https://maggiemcneill.wordpress.com/

When I left comments to Maggie McNeill’s articles asking questions, she replied promptly with helpful answers. I wrote to Maggie McNeill that she was a very good writer, and that I was surprised how logical and direct she was in her writing. She replied that women are some of the most logical writers there are, take Ayn Rand for instance.

Of course I had heard of Ayn Rand before, but I had never read about her, or read about who she was, or what she did. This was someone who I would have benefited from reading much earlier in my life. Ayn Rand was all about logic and “objectivism”. I am still no expert on Ayn Rand, it wasn’t until recently that I could really understand what she was talking about.

Here is a good introduction to Ayn Rand, a 1959 television interview with Mike Wallace:

The purpose of this blog post article is to point out to men and women, that women don’t have to behave like idiots, like they are all currently doing, it is possible for them to use logic and reasoning, so why don’t they?

Why Do Other People Do Well And Did Anyone Get Rich During The Oil Boom

A few years after I began working in the oil field, I tried to learn and understand who and why other people appeared to be making more money than me.

In my mid-twenties after I graduated with a bachelor of science in mechanical engineering, I began working for large civil construction and engineering companies, first as an estimator and AutoCAD designer, then as a superintendent, project manager, and engineer.  I began getting better and better positions, with increasing pay, and increasing responsibility as I could demonstrate more ability, knowledge, and experience.

First in Idaho in 2007-2010, then in North Dakota from 2011-present, I learned full-well that people with no education, do not like or appreciate people with an education.  People with no education are very uncomfortable, suspicious, mistrusting, and resentful of people with an education.

This resentment comes from such things as local high school students having jealousy of academically successful high school students who went off to college, hearing about how successful they were, while they went to work as construction labor after high school.  Even though they went from construction labor, to equipment operator, to manager of a construction or oil field company, they always held resentment for people who went off to college.

I can tell you from first-hand experience, the tremendous hatred and resentment that uneducated people in Idaho and North Dakota have for people with a college degree.  This saying that I came up with is completely true, “People in Idaho and North Dakota would rather hire someone who did four years in prison versus someone who did four years in college.”

This is extremely true in Dickinson, North Dakota.  More often than not, local employers hired their class-mates from high school as managers and foremen, even though they had no higher education or management training, but instead had multiple drug convictions, DUI, and assault convictions.  The people in Dickinson were more comfortable with people who were like themselves.

Therefore, before long, I determined that there was no rhyme or reason to why some people in Dickinson working in the oil field had higher paying jobs.  If anything, the dirtier and scummier a person was, the more likely they were to have a higher paying job in the oil field.  If there was any logic to this, the oil field does often rely on people to perform  short-term and long-term hazardous work without individuals questioning or thinking about what they are doing.

But I continued to wonder, was there anyone who did better for themselves by actual thought and planning in the oil industry?  When I worked in the oil field of west Texas for a short while, and when I returned to work in Dickinson in 2013, I realized more and more that even so-called engineers, technicians, and oil company men each only had just a small portion of knowledge.  It was surprising to me that no one working in the oil field, even middle and higher management, had a complete understanding of oil field work and processes.

Shortly after I began writing these blog post articles in 2015, a frustrated woman in Dickinson began leaving comments.  For reasons that will become clear,  I don’t want to use her real name, or even the nickname that I gave her back then, so I will refer to her now as “Nicole” because that’s easy to remember.

Over time, as Nicole left comments to my blog posts, I learned that “Nicole” and her husband “Tom” had moved to Dickinson several months prior.  For many years due to her husband Tom working in the oil industry, they had lived in many different oil field towns, but Dickinson was the worst.  The people in Dickinson were so unfriendly, uncooperative, and hostile, she could not believe it.

Nicole was communicating with me, because she saw that I had written some of the same observations that she had made herself, I had a similar point of view to hers, and she had no one else to talk to.  She had tried to make friends with local wives in Dickinson, but they would not speak to her, they didn’t want to have anything to do with her, probably because she was not like them.

When Nicole elaborated on some of her observations and experiences in Dickinson, she explained a little about herself, both deliberately and unintentionally sometimes.  She came from a middle-class or upper-middle-class normal family on the East coast.  She received at least a bachelor’s degree, probably a master’s degree, she said once that she had worked as an editor.

Like me, she came from such a relatively normal middle-class or upper-middle-class Protestant family, that she cared about what happened around her, and cared about what happened to other people.  Like me, she couldn’t understand why the local people in Dickinson were so hostile and hateful in general, and in particular the incredible greed of quadrupling the cost of housing to where many workers were forced to sleep in their cars at Walmart, the truck stop, Patterson Lake, wherever they could.

I liked Nicole, as there were no women like her anywhere around here.  She was like women that I had grown up with and gone to school with.  As I became more angry, crude, and vulgar in my blog posts, as a result of the prison-like environment that I was living and working in, Nicole didn’t want to communicate with me anymore.  I don’t blame her.  She consciously made up her mind that she wasn’t going to sink to this level, and she was done with me.

Out of curiosity, I used some of the information that she had unwittingly disclosed, to find out her real name, and then her husband’s real name.  Nicole and her husband Tom were exactly my age.  Her husband Tom, like me, he had also graduated with a degree in mechanical engineering, but from a slightly more prestigious and much larger university in California.

Unlike me, immediately after graduation, Tom went to work in the oil industry.  He obtained a very good entry-level engineering job with an oil company, and he steadily advanced.  He had been with the same oil company in various positions and locales for the past fifteen years.

I was envious of Tom.  He had the foresight or luck to get into the oil industry and stay there for his whole career.  Unlike anyone that I had ever met personally, he probably did have almost a complete knowledge and understanding of oil field work and processes.

See, this is what I had been wondering for several years, was there anyone who ever got ahead in the oil industry through foresight, effort, and planning?  One of the things that I learned, was that Tom and Nicole’s previous home in Colorado was an $800K home.  I looked through the real estate listing photographs on the internet from when they sold it, and it was one of the nicest homes that I have ever seen, both the home and the property.

What also came up, was that Tom and Nicole had a more than $1 million home in California that was held in a trust.  So to answer my question, “Did anyone ever become rich working in the oil field?”, the answer would appear to be yes.

After I did some calculating, I realized that Tom was probably not paid at a high enough level as an engineer in the positions that he had held, to become a multi-millionaire.  It was partly through he and his wife purchasing nice homes from an early age, holding  them, selling them for more when they had to relocate, buying increasingly expensive homes, and always experiencing increasing equity gains over time.  Nicole worked too.  And I believe that either or both of them had probably inherited property and money.

So, this answered both of my questions that I started out with, “Why do other people do well and did anyone become rich working in the oil field?”  It turns out that it was a matter of having a good education, foresight, sticking with your career, sticking with the same company, agreeing to relocate when required to do so, having a wife who is an effective partner, building equity in your home, being at the right place at the right time, and luck.

I was jealous and envious of Tom to an extent, mostly because of his career and financial success, but partly because of his relationship with Nicole.  But I knew that I could never keep a wife like Nicole, she would leave me, probably very quickly.  I would not have wanted to drag someone like Nicole through the life that I have led.

Currently I am doing O.K.  I have my home in North Dakota, my home in Idaho, and sixteen vehicles.  I am grateful that I do not have any ex-wives or children.  I do not want any wives or children in the future.

I wondered what happened to Tom and Nicole.  In about 2018, Tom and Nicole left Dickinson and they moved to Texas.  Tom started an oil company.  I don’t mean an oil service company, I mean an oil company, like Whiting Petroleum.

Do you know what this means?  The lifetime of money that Tom and Nicole had earned and saved, they used to start an oil company.  They acquired land leases, obtained the permits, hired oil drill rigs to drill, and began trying to own and produce oil wells.  It costs about $1 million to drill one oil well.  Millions go quickly.

In about 2019, many very large apparently successful oil companies began going bankrupt.  For instance, Whiting Petroleum went from a stock price high of $370 per share in 2014, to a low of $0.31 per share in 2020 right after the company declared bankruptcy.

Some of the largest, most successful oil companies operating in Texas such as Chesapeake Energy went from stock price high of $6,260 per share in 2014, to less than $0.20 per share in 2020 before the company declared bankruptcy.

I don’t know how to put this delicately and non-offensively, I was envious of Tom, of his career success, his financial success, and his wife Nicole.  I just have to admit that some people do better than others in life.  Sometimes it’s a matter of effort, intelligence, or luck.  But like I said, I never would have wanted to drag a woman like Nicole through the hardships and disappointments of my life.  But holy shit, getting so far ahead financially after all of that work, and then losing it all at our age, I wouldn’t want to trade places.

The Most Thorough, Comprehensive, And Insightful Information On Women

Over the past fifty years women have become more and more insane, irrational, and irresponsible, to the point that our society does not function anymore.  This is the truth, this is reality, whether you want to accept it or not.

In the United States, 40%-50% of first marriages end in divorce.  The divorce rate for subsequent marriages is even higher.  Besides women becoming more and more dissatisfied in marriage, they expect their future ex-husband to continue to pay for everything for them, just as if they were still married, even if this will leave him unable to pay for himself to live.

Family and marriage used to be the most important building block in a civilized, safe, law-abiding society.  Now, marriage is just a legal tool for women to try to confiscate money and wealth from men.

Outside of marriage, women still try to confiscate the money and wealth of men by becoming pregnant, or making claims of rape and sexual assault, even after more than twenty years have passed.

If you don’t believe that society is not functioning anymore, not only are most men beginning to realize that marriage, children, and relationships with women are not worth the cost, things like imitation-women sex-dolls are becoming more widespread and normalized:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBRvbJwrwSQ&t=529s   This would be funny, until you stop and realize that more and more men would rather have sex with a synthetic doll than have anything to do with women.

In the last several years there have become more and more men that are discussing and writing about their decision to attempt to no longer deal with women under any circumstances, to the greatest extent possible.  This is the MGTOW movement, Men Going Their Own Way.

A reader might say that there have always been men who expressed their decision to not be involved with women anymore, such as philosophers, monks, or French Legionnaires.  The difference is, with MGTOW these men are not disengaging from normal life, they just believe that having any involvement with women will likely ruin their life.

For me, some of the MGTOW writers which make the most sense are “Hammer Hand”, “RPM”, “Coach Greg Adams”, “Better Bachelor”, and Tom Leykis.  Though these writers, YouTubers, and broadcasters make a great deal of sense to me with their ideas, observations, and arguments, each of them has a certain amount of anger which gets them sidetracked and distracted.

Recently, I began watching a YouTube channel called huMAN from Australia, that is to me like a synthesis of all MGTOW knowledge, observations, and arguments.  This channel was created by a man in his late forties four years ago, and it has about 250 videos.

This YouTube channel creator is a good speaker, he is calm, he remains focused, and he maintains a steady brisk pace.  Women can not say that he is a loser, because he is handsome, physically fit, very intelligent, well-spoken, and probably professionally, socially, and financially successful.

As an introduction to huMAN, I will share a video where he explains that women don’t want to be understood, they just want to be heard, be the center of attention, and waste your time:

Because huMAN stays on track so well, he often gets so far down a mental path that I don’t really want to go any further, I have heard enough, I can’t take any more.  I am not saying that his videos are too long or that he belabors a point, it’s that his analysis is often so thorough that I don’t need or want that much information.

I was glad to know, that his conclusions are ultimately the same as mine, Hammer Hand’s, RPM’s, Coach Greg Adams’, Better Bachelor’s, Tom Leykis’, and all the other MGTOW practitioners :

The way that things are now will ultimately come to an end, and women won’t like it.  When men walk away, the strong independent women will think that they will be O.K., but soon they will find out.

Men will stop paying child support, alimony, and taxes.  The military, law enforcement, corrections officers are mostly men.  They will not do their job, they will not arrest men, they will not incarcerate men, they will not respond to women’s 911 calls.  They will not help women, they will not listen to women, they will ignore women.

Collectively, men are sick of women’s shit.  When all men feel this same way at about the same time, it’s over for women.  Men may or may not go to work, but they are not going to listen to or respond to women, as they are all fed up with women’s schemes of child support, alimony, sexual harassment claims, false accusations, affirmative action, lies, deceit, trickery, and treachery.

When the electric power goes out, the gas utilities go out, the water quits running, the sewer backs up, there are no lights, no heat, no running water, backed up sewer, no food deliveries to the grocery store, no fuel deliveries to the gas station, no one responding to 911 calls,  when women plead for help, men will say, “A woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle, go fix the shit yourself you stupid cunt.”

Escorts Of Western North Dakota

In yesterday’s blog post article about Stark County Commissioner Ken Zander being accused by a female county employee of sexual harassment, I asked why can’t we just have something like this http://www.escortofitaly.com/ , then women in Stark County won’t have to be harassed anymore.

If you click on the website link up above, you can look at the Gallery photographs and listings of the escorts that are available in the major cities of Italy.  You can read the description of what this escort service is providing.

Why can’t we have this here?  I have copied the description of services from the Escort Of Italy website, and edited it, for use in western North Dakota:

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See, why can’t we have this in western North Dakota where there is a shortage of women?  In the near future, I will copy to this blog post the email addresses for all of the City Commissioners and County Commissioners in western North Dakota, so that you can send them an email message in support of this type of thing.

The Mischievous Deeds Of Stark County Commissioner Ken Zander

On July 22, 2020 there was a Dickinson Press newspaper article that began like this: “Multiple Stark County officials have confirmed that longtime Stark County Commissioner Ken Zander has been accused of a serious human resources violation by a female county employee and that the matter was forwarded to Stark County Human Resources for action.”

I am not a fan of sexual harassment claims or complaints.  I don’t like hearing them or hearing about them.  When I graduated back in 1995 with a degree in mechanical engineering, there was a mechanical engineer in his fifties who I worked with named John, who was a mentor to me.  John who had been much more successful than me with his career in engineering, said to me, “There is no such thing as sexual harassment.”

What John meant was this:  One of the main purposes of human beings is to procreate.  Without this strong persistent drive in human beings to reproduce, human beings would have gone extinct a long time ago.  From the beginning of human kind, males have used whatever means necessary to try to obtain a female to mate with.

Gradually over thousands of years, more civility has been introduced into the mating process.  Abducting women is usually not acceptable anymore.  Brute force has been replaced with other things, such as courtship and dating.  But what hasn’t changed, is the fact that men are still required to take the initiative and solicit women’s attention if they want to be able to mate.

It is ridiculous and absurd that the necessary step of men seeking the attention of women should or could be outlawed.  Most of you readers exist because some form of “sexual harassment” took place.

Now back to the story of Ken Zander’s mischievous deeds.  An October 7, 2020 Dickinson Press newspaper article outlined some of the complaints that were filed against Ken Zander by a female Stark County employee:

“According to the investigation report, a probe conducted by investigator KrisAnn Norby-Jahner into each of the 19 allegations levied against Zander by a female county employee — whose identity is being withheld for this article — outlined the nature and scope of the investigation as stemming from complaints involving sexual harassment and retaliation.”

“The employee alleges that Zander grabbed her buttocks and leaned in to kiss the woman during a work hours meeting, and that when told “never touch me again” Zander allegedly responded by yelling at her, “You better do what I tell you to do.”……

“The employee alleges that Zander sent multiple text messages with lewd, inappropriate and non-work-related images and text.”……

“The employee alleges that Zander pulled his vehicle next to hers and gestured with his hand in a motion going in and out of his mouth while using his tongue to push his cheek out.”…..

“The employee alleges that Zander placed a plate of pumpkin bars on her vehicle seat and made a statement concerning sex, to which she responded that it was inappropriate for him to say that, to which he laughed.”…..

“The employee alleges that an anonymous person informed her that they had a recording of a conversation occurring in a bar between Zander and other prominent members of the community, and that the audio recording captured Zander referring to the employee’s “fat ass” and that she “waddles around” her place of work.”…..

“The employee alleges that she was retaliated against for reporting sexual harassment.”….

The investigator looked into each of the allegations, and found that there was evidence of varying degrees to support some of the allegations, but no evidence in support of other allegations.  Ken Zander did partially admit to some of the alleged events, to the extent that he was just playing a joke.  In the end, this was the official determination as reported by the Dickinson Press:

“An investigation into allegations against Stark County Commissioner Ken Zander has concluded the longtime commissioner did not engage in unlawful harassment, workplace harassment, sexual harassment, retaliation or violations of the county’s payroll policies. The investigation did conclude, however, that Zander violated the county’s electronic tools policy.”

You can read the entire Dickinson Press newspaper article here https://www.thedickinsonpress.com/news/government-and-politics/6707237-Zander-cleared-in-sexual-harassment-and-retaliation-allegations

I want to acknowledge that I believe that the female Stark County employee who made a formal complaint with these and other allegations, might be devastated that there was no finding of misconduct by Ken Zander.  But I don’t know her.  I don’t know if she will take this in stride, like water off a duck’s back, as if this was mostly just an unwanted nuisance to her, or if this conduct was ruining her job and her life.

I was getting ready to write the following words, “An obvious lesson from this is….”, but the whole point of this blog post article is that there is no obvious lesson from this, because men and women see this completely differently.

I began this article by explaining that men are required to take the initiative and express their interest in women in order to mate.  Men try to speak to women, joke with them, show an interest in them, do things for them, do things to them, in order to gain their attention and affection.

In the real World, for men, in order to get anything, they must put in time, effort, work, energy, thought, and planning.  Hard work, dedication, persistence, sticking to it, not giving up is what is required.  Why would trying to acquire a female to mate with be any different?

Up until about forty years ago, time, effort, work, energy, thought, planning, dedication, persistence, and not giving up did pay off for men in finding a woman to mate with.  Every two months, the very popular syndicated newspaper columnist “Dear Abby” would publish letters from many of her married women readers.  These letters went something like this:

“Dear Abby,

I read your column last week where you published a letter from “Frustrated in Fresno” from a woman who didn’t know how to handle an unwelcome suitor who showed up at her place of employment every week asking her out on a date.

I had the exact same thing happen to me twenty years ago when I was working at a bank.  This construction worker man would come in every Friday and make sure to wait in line for me to cash his check.  Every Friday he would ask me out on a date, and I always refused as he was not my type.

It went on like this for a year, each Friday he asked me out.  Finally, just to get him to quit asking me out and having to tell him no, I agreed to go on one date with him.  To my surprise, he was very intelligent, funny, and had his whole life planned out what he wanted to do.

This November, we will have been married for twenty years, and we have had four children together.  I am sure glad that he never gave up on asking me out.”

Like I said, “Dear Abby” would publish many letters like this every couple of months, so that women could hear it straight from the mouth of other women, that persistence counts, it worked on them, and they were grateful that it did.

Today, women do not see things the same way they did forty years ago, which is a mistake and a detriment to them.  Feminism, Equal Rights, No-Fault Divorce, Mandatory Child-Support, Government Welfare, cosmetic surgery, online dating sites, women’s sex toys, sexual harassment claims, and sexual harassment lawsuits are tools and devices that women have begun using to supposedly help themselves, but these things have broken down society, civility, romance, relationships, marriage, and the happiness, safety, and security of women.

Lastly, in order to keep men out of trouble, especially with the shortage of women in Stark County, why can’t we have something like this http://www.escortofitaly.com/, and women in Stark County won’t have to be harassed anymore.

Stark County Residents Need To Stop And Think Before They Become Angry About A Budget Surplus

In the beginning of October I read an article titled, “State audit finds Stark County over-taxed citizens”.  This article states that an audit determined that there is currently roughly $40 million cash in Stark County funds.  Supposedly there is a North Dakota state law that says the amount of these cash reserves should not exceed $10.3 million.

Before Stark County residents become angry about the excess money being held by Stark County, this may actually be a rare instance of honesty, competence, and responsibility in government.

I want to point out right away, that it is well known that government bureaucracies are notorious for attempting to spend their entire budget completely each year in order to have justification for an equal or larger budget the following year, whether they actually need an equal or greater amount of money or not.  This has something to do with the fear of losing out on opportunity or losing power, by not having an equal or greater budget.

The fact that Stark County officials did not attempt to spend their entire budget completely, shows honesty, integrity, and responsibility with this money.  Is it wrong that Stark County officials did not try to spend more of this money, or is it commendable that they built up a surplus?

All adults living in western North Dakota witnessed the oil boom that occurred from 2007-2015, that caused a temporary migration of a couple hundred thousand out-of-state workers to this area, and required new housing, schools, shopping centers, hospitals, roads, and utility infrastructure.  The cost of this expansion and new infrastructure will continue to have to be paid for, even though the oil boom is over now, and many people have moved away.

Of course it was a wise decision and necessary for Stark County to build up a surplus of money during the oil boom, to be able to pay for expenses after the oil boom was over.  Did the State of North Dakota law limiting county funds to $10.3 million, ever take into account the oil boom and bust that would occur in western North Dakota?  The answer is no, but the Stark County Commissioners did the responsible and necessary thing, to accumulate a surplus.

Stark County Commissioner Jay Elkin has made the following statement a couple of times in response to the auditor calling the cash surplus an irregularity, “They’ve never had a problem in the past, and I even brought it up to the auditor last year, and they have always said ‘we’re not going to worry about that’ because it’s not a bad idea to have a reserve.”

Stark County residents may feel that they have been over-taxed.  They should think about how long it took to build up this supposed surplus of money and why there was a surplus of money.   Commissioner Elkin said that for the past five years, every year he has informed the North Dakota State’s Auditor’s Office about the cash surplus, but the state had never had an issue with the reserves in the past, saying that it was good to have this reserve.

It appears that there was an understanding that this revenue that was collected during the oil boom in western North Dakota that initially created a cash surplus, would be needed after the oil boom was over to pay for the aftermath, and there not be a shortfall of money.

If Stark County residents feel like they have been over-taxed because of the current budget surplus, would they be happier if Stark County officials had tried to get rid of this money by wasting it?  Would they be happier if Stark County began having a shortfall of money for next ten years due to poor planning?

This is one of the few times when residents should feel proud and grateful for the careful budgeting and spending of taxpayer money, but instead they are being led to believe that the Stark County Commissioners did something wrong.

You can read more about the Stark County audit discussion in these two articles:  https://www.thedickinsonpress.com/news/government-and-politics/6687556-State-audit-finds-Stark-County-over-taxed-citizens#:~:text=An%20audit%20of%20Stark%20County,million%20as%20of%20this%20report.  https://www.thedickinsonpress.com/news/government-and-politics/6708725-County-budget-meeting-marred-by-personal-attacks

You Can Listen To All Of William Cooper’s Hour Of The Time Radio Broadcasts From 1993-2001

In my previous blog post article, toward the end of it I began writing about the author, speaker, and AM Radio broadcaster William Cooper.

I am not going to repeat everything that I have already written about William Cooper recently, but I do need to emphasize to people who are not familiar with him, that though he may be labelled as a “conspiracy theorist”,  that description is erroneous for several reasons.

The whole reason why William Cooper wrote his 1991 book, “Behold A Pale Horse”, and began speaking to audiences when invited to do so, was to share his knowledge.  Not theories, but primarily his knowledge.

William Cooper’s father was a pilot and a Colonel in the Air Force.  As a child, William Cooper was told and overheard many stories and events experienced by his father, other Air Force officers, and other pilots involving strange occurrences and phenomena.

When William Cooper was 18, he enlisted in the Air Force.  He later enlisted in the Navy, was a river patrol boat Captain in Vietnam, a submariner, and he worked in the office of Naval Intelligence.

In William Cooper’s book, “Behold A Pale Horse”, he writes about his actual experiences, things he saw, things he learned, and things that he became aware of, these were Not Theories.  It is frustrating that reporters and journalists are too stupid to know the difference between someone recollecting what they experienced, saw, learned, and became aware of, versus someone expressing a theory.

There are approximately 2,000 episodes of the AM radio broadcasts of “Hour Of The Time” that aired between 1993-2001 that have been archived in MP3 format, on the website  http://hourofthetime.com/milton-william-cooper/

It is a little difficult to get to the archive page, so here this is  http://hourofthetime.com/milton-william-bill-cooper-mp3-collection/  Once you click on this link, scroll down the page until you come to this:

Part 1 of 5 – Hour of the Time Episodes 1 through 400

Part 2 of 5 – Hour of the Time Episodes 401 through 800

Part 3 of 5 – Hour of the Time Episodes 801 through 1200

Part 4 of 5 – Hour of the Time Episodes 1201 through 1399

Part 5 of 5 – Hour of the Time Episodes 1400 through 1926

The five Parts listed up above in red, I think that they are actually hyper-links, that you can click on right here to get to all of these individual episodes.

Before you go, please realize that these are recordings of actual AM radio broadcasts, so you will sometimes hear intro music, or station break music.  When you read the titles of these individual radio broadcasts which were aired each week Monday through Friday, you will see that there was wide variety of topics that were discussed:  politics, economics, philosophy, science, history, government, journalism, entertainment, religion, current events.

Update 10/11/20:  A reader pointed out to me that you can actually download for free, the entire book “Behold A Pale Horse” in both PDF file format, and as an audio book.  Here is the link to this page http://hourofthetime.com/behold-a-pale-horse-by-william-cooper/

Update 10/18/20:  A reader left a comment stating that all of the links to the “Hour Of The Time” website and archives are leading to a website server error message.  I don’t know how long the “Hour Of The Time” website will be down.  I went searching for links to archive material provided by others, and here is a link to download the William Cooper book “Behold A Pale Horse” for free  https://highlander.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/05/William-Cooper-Behold-a-Pale-Horse.pdf

Why Do I Even Want To Write Anymore

For the past month I have been concerned about the amount of negative comments to my blog website, and the nastiness of these comments.

I had to realize that overall, less than one percent of readers leave any comment at all, and only 0.1% of readers leave complaint comments.  However, the 0.1% complainers tend to be enraged, extreme, and fanatical.

A pattern became apparent with the complaining comments left to my blog website and comments about my blog website left elsewhere, that “something needed to be done to stop me”.  There were a dozen tactics that were used to try to get me to both remove what I had already written, and to prevent me from writing anymore.

There were threats that various Law Enforcement agencies had been contacted and were going to be contacted in order to arrest me for stalking and harassment, and possibly child pornography, human trafficking, sexual exploitation of minors, rape, kidnapping, murder, and cruelty to animals.

The complaining commentors’ logic was, since I wrote about the persecution of a local young man for having sex with a minor, that I am guilty of the same thing because I wrote against his persecution.  Because I wrote about the great shortage of women in western North Dakota and the need for legalized prostitution, I must be guilty of human trafficking and rape.

Because I wrote about the foolishness of young women on Facebook and YouTube videoing themselves alone where they live wearing little or no clothing, that they are inviting trouble and almost daring people to find them, I must be guilty of kidnapping and murder.  I wrote about it, so I must have done it or plan on doing it.

Closer to the truth, is that the complainers don’t even believe that I have committed any crimes, but that other people, stupid people, mentally ill people, and Law Enforcement, could be persuaded that I have, because of the topics that I write about.

If the complainers were going to attempt to accuse me of actual crimes or criminal activity, it wouldn’t really do any good unless they could publish all of my personal information, so that people could find me and try to harm me.

By getting other people, stupid people, and mentally ill people to believe that I had committed heinous acts such as rape, kidnapping, murder, human trafficking, child pornography, sexual exploitation of children, and cruelty to animals, and giving these people instructions on my name and where I live, they could cause other people to harm me.  I believe that this was the complainers’ intention.

Here is just one example of how this played out.  In the area where I live, unbeknownst to me, there was a 51 year old mother of four who had been having increasingly severe mental problems over the past ten years.  In the sparsely populated area of western North Dakota where we live, she had been able to cope with life most of the time, there is very little going on, there are not many or constant stressors.

Somehow, I don’t know exactly how, this 51 year old mother of four with mental problems, she found or was shown a YouTube video about me and my blog website, that was in general accusing me of harming women and children, not because I had harmed anyone, but because the YouTube video creator was suggesting or indicating that I probably, likely, might have, would, or could.  This YouTube video which provided my name and where I lived, was meant to incite or enrage people to do something to me.

This mentally ill 51 year old woman was unable to discern from this YouTube video that I had not actually committed any crimes.  Instead, to this YouTube video creator’s delight, this woman began contacting her with additional information about me.  This mentally ill woman received encouragement, as if she was doing something good, right, and useful.

I first noticed this 51 year old woman when she was parked in a van in the alley behind my house one afternoon, video recording my house, property, vehicles, etc.  The YouTube video that she had watched about me, and the creator of this YouTube video had encouraged her to try to do something to/about me.  (I later saw and copied the comments between this woman and the YouTube video creator, before they were deleted.)

The following morning this mentally ill 51 year old woman was standing outside my house yelling at me with an axe in her hand.  Besides my phone call to local Law Enforcement that morning, as the day went on there were approximately six other people in town who called local Law Enforcement regarding her, for such things as seeking No Trespass orders against her from their businesses, Restraining Orders against her from individuals, and Destruction of Property by her in excess of $5,000.

Up until that day, this woman had been able to cope with life enough, to have a relatively normal life with daily activities, interaction with other people, and live independently in her own home.  Now, it appears that she is going to lose everything.  Much of the blame for what happened to this woman, lies with the people who tried to incite and enrage stupid or mentally ill people to act on their allegations or suggestions of heinous despicable crimes by me which never occurred.

I do not think that this is funny.  I think that this is tragic.  I was not harmed.  But this woman’s life was ruined.  The people that were instigating and trying to incite something to happen to me, I believe that they could not care less what happened to this woman.  They probably think that this is funny.

One result of this incident, is that the local people and local Law Enforcement currently have no more tolerance for anyone trying to make false allegations of criminal activity in order to incite other people to do something.  Look at what just happened.

On most days, I have about three or four topics that I want to write about, that I feel the need to write about.  My feelings have not changed about wanting to reveal, discuss, explain, delve into events that happen around me.

I should probably admit that I write for my own sake.  Philosophers have pointed out, that no matter how charitable or well-meaning we think our actions are, ultimately each of us is acting in our own self-interest.

I sometimes try to explain that I am trying to change things.  By pointing out how wrong, ignorant, stupid, and backwards some practices and behaviors are, I think that I can cause them to change.  By trying to explain a different view, a different way of looking at things, a different approach, a better way, I think that I can cause things to change.

To get at the truth, expose something bad, or cause people to see, it is sometimes necessary to say things that are unwelcome, unpopular, unpleasant, ugly, hurtful, painful, and mean.  Life is hard, many things in life are hard and difficult.  I truly believe that the quality of life has been ruined since after approximately WWII, by people’s aversion to the necessity of facing the hardness of life, by refusing to face the hard truth and facts.

I am not trying to digress into vague babbling, I want to try to express something very specific.  I personally want to point out things that are wrong, stupid, ignorant, and backwards, and I can sometimes only do it by saying things that will be unwelcome, unpopular, ugly, hurtful, painful, and mean.  This arouses such anger and rage in some readers, that they go through the processes that I described up above to try to get me to stop writing or remove what I have already written.

I don’t plan on stopping.  I kind of recognize and believe that the downfall of our civilization and the ruin of our quality of life has come from people’s aversion to doing anything hard, making any kind of sacrifice, or truly believing in anything.

Just by chance and out of boredom, I recently began watching some videos of William Cooper’s old 1992-2001 radio broadcasts of his show “Hour Of The Time”.  For those of you who don’t know, William Cooper was a river patrol boat Captain for the Navy during the Vietnam War.  He also was a submariner.  When he got out of the military at age 32, for a time he taught at vocational and technical schools in California.  Here is his biography https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milton_William_Cooper

Though William Cooper was not highly educated, he was very intelligent, well-read, an excellent researcher, and an excellent speaker.  He was not glamorous or fancy, he was very matter-of-fact and no-nonsense.

Through his book “Behold A Pale Horse” published in 1991, and his radio show which aired from 1992-2001, William Cooper tried very hard to explain to the American people and the World, the truth about governments, World-history, wars, secret societies, UFOs, aliens, secret technology, and the coming One-World-Government.

What William Cooper had to say, was very hard for most people to hear.  They could not believe what he had to say, it was preposterous, it was unfathomable, it challenged most of what they had believed and believed in for their entire lives.  It didn’t matter if it was true, it was too hard for many people to even consider it.

To give just a few examples, William Cooper tried to explain at length that the Federal Reserve Bank was not a U.S. Government institution, that it was a privately owned bank, and all of the unbelievable ways that its private European family bank owners were becoming even more rich at the expense of the American tax payers.  This was just too complicated for most Americans to grasp or understand.  Here is one of his radio broadcasts about the Federal Reserve Bank  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9yb2lgDYDGM&t=2130s

Another topic area that William Cooper frequently spoke about, was all of the secrets that the U.S. Government keeps from the American people.  The knowledge and cooperation that the U.S. Government has with a variety of extraterrestrial species, advanced technology, underground jointly operated bases, jointly operated bases on the moon, advanced spacecraft.

What is never mentioned or hardly ever mentioned, is that William Cooper with his ties and connections to former and active duty military personnel, military contractors, space industry personnel, and intelligence officers, he was receiving actual information, he was not theorizing or speculating.

In approximately June of 2001, following a CNN interview with Osama Bin Laden, William Cooper began explaining on his radio program that soon there would be an attack on the U.S., that would be blamed on Osama Bin Laden, that would draw the U.S. into war in the Middle East.  William Cooper’s detailed explanation about what was going to happen, several months prior to the attack on the World Trade Center buildings on September 11, 2001, led to William Cooper being shot dead in his front yard by about ten Law Enforcement Officers on November 5 of 2001.  Here is his 9/11 prediction broadcast  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s9B5wwuR_JY

Ever since William Cooper published his book “Behold A Pale Horse” and began his radio show “The Hour Of The Time” in 1992, William Cooper had to deal with continual opposition, harassment, and threats.  He continued with his research, and passing along what he had discovered and learned week after week, year after year, always facing opposition, receiving no or very little financial support.  He said many times, that there would come a point that he would be murdered because he had disclosed too much.

William Cooper believed in what he was doing.  One time when he tried to explain why he even cared to try to disclose the truth to the American people and the World about what was truly happening, he said this:  You have got to understand, that when I was a boy growing up outside of Oklahoma City, I did not know any family where there was a divorce, I did not know any girl who got pregnant while in high school, I did not know anyone who had a drug addiction, and everyone who wanted to work had a job.  That World is gone now, it doesn’t exist anymore.  What has happened?

This was a good time for me to hear William Cooper again and to think about him.  He was not seeking to get rich, fame, popularity, or to be liked.  He could not care less about these things.  He said that he did not care what people thought about him.  In his forties and fifties, he didn’t seek to get ahead career-wise, make money, get rich, care about having possessions or nice things, travel, luxury, being a celebrity.  He mostly believed in learning, understanding, and sharing with others what he learned, in the hope that they could change things.

Recent Complaints And Why I Write

A couple of days ago a YouTuber named Prepper Princess made a video about me that was very critical. As far as I could tell, of the 1,500 comments that her video received so far, about 80% of the commentors were siding with Prepper Princess. This is not too surprising, it is her YouTube channel.

So far, of the 20,000 views that Prepper Princess’s video received, it looks like about 6,000 of these viewers came to look at my blog website, because this is the amount of extra views that I received in the past couple of days.

However, what this means, is that only 30% of Prepper Princess’s viewers even bothered to check to see if I was stalking, harassing, and threatening her as she says. 70% of Prepper Princess’s viewers just took her word for it, without questioning whether there was any evidence.

As for my blog website, over the past five years I have written a little over 800 articles. The amount of complaint comments that I received has been less than 1%, it has been 0.2 % . If you take into account that my complainers leave two or three complaint comments, the number of readers who complain about my blog website articles is 0.1% .

Approximately 300 of the negative comments regarding me that were submitted to the Prepper Princess video were insulting and threatening towards me. This was annoying because like I just got done explaining, 70% of the Prepper Princess video viewers did not even go look at my blog website article to see if I was in fact stalking, harassing, or threatening Prepper Princess.

Prepper Princess, and the angry threatening commentors chose to focus on the blog post articles that I have written about women. I estimate that over the past five years, 10%-15% of my blog post articles have been about women. Most of the time I write about other things.

It is frustrating and disappointing that angry commentors would dwell on the blog post articles about women, and they don’t even know why I have written these blog post articles at all, though I have explained it more than a hundred times. For probably the 150th time, here goes:

There is a shortage of women in western North Dakota. The ratio of men to women in Dickinson is currently about 3:1. In areas like Watford City or Williston, the ratio of men to women is currently about 5:1, maybe even higher than this.

There is a scarcity of attractive women in western North Dakota. The women who are here, have taken advantage of the shortage of women. Because of the shortage of women here, the women who are here are overweight, unkempt, sloven, slopily dressed, hostile, mean, and unfriendly.

I have explained nearly fifty times, that the only way that a person in western North Dakota is going to see an attractive or normal looking woman, is to find some nice looking woman on the internet, on a site such as EscortOfItaly.com, Chaturbate, or YouTube.

For commentors living elsewhere in the United States, they have not paid any attention to my explanation of why I am writing about women elsewhere, because there are practically none here, except for the Jack-O’-Lantern women.

It would be like commentors complaining that an author kept writing about female deer over and over again, like he was obsessed with female deer. It would not make any sense to them, unless the readers knew that the author was a male deer.

Just like my “About” page for my blog website says, I began writing this blog so that readers from out of state could learn about Dickinson, so that people who had been here for a short while could see that they were not alone in trying to figure Dickinson out, and so that the local people here could see what other people felt and experienced in Dickinson.

Now that I write this, it makes me angry that the recent complaining commentors to my blog website are totally ignorant to the purpose and circumstances of the experiences that I am writing about.

From 2007-2014, there were probably about 250,000 workers from out of state who were lured to western North Dakota by widely publicized claims that everyone here was making $100,000 per year due to the oil boom. To get an idea of how extreme this influx of workers is, the entire population of the state of North Dakota is less than 800,000 people.

Not only did the majority of people working in western North Dakota not make $100,000 per year, tens of thousands of workers were forced to sleep in their vehicles in places like Walmart parking lots, truck stops, recreational parks, and industrial parks. In North Dakota, September through May, nine months of the year, it gets very cold at night.

Me personally, when I first came to Dickinson to work, I spent May-November of 2011 sleeping in a $500 truck bed camper on the back of my Dodge truck. Then, May-November of 2013, I spent sleeping in a 7’x14′ utility trailer. That was where I slept, my after work waking hours were spent in restaurants, bars, truck stops, and laundromats. Remember, at that time the rents in western North Dakota were higher than in San Francisco and NYC.

2014-2016, I lived as a renter in Dickinson in the home of a curmudgeonly older local resident. 2017-2019 when rents finally came down in Dickinson, I was able to rent a 2br/1ba apartment in downtown Dickinson, but crime was very bad.

Finally, in May of 2020 I was able to buy a small home. This home is not 640 square feet as Prepper Princess described in her derogatory video about me. The basement, which is probably the original footprint of this home, the basement is about 600 square feet, the main floor is about 800 square feet, so the total living area is about 1,400 square feet. The yard is 100’x150′.

So if anyone had been following my blog website from the beginning, or made an attempt to see what my blog website was about, they would have known that myself and tens of thousands of out of state workers started out by sleeping in our vehicles for nearly a year at a time. Then transitioned into housing that was undesirable, unpleasant, and overpriced. Ever heard the word “man-camp”?

After all of the really horrible, unpleasant, unsafe, dangerous, hostile working conditions and living conditions here in western North Dakota, I was finally able to pay for all at once and move into a 1,400 sq.ft. home on a large lot. But none of this would mean anything to the dumb fuck commentors who never worked in the oil field when it was -40 degrees Fahrenheit outside, and went home to sleep in a freezing vehicle or camper.

A Very Strange Email That I Never Read About A Girl That I Like

A couple of years ago I met a very friendly, funny, attractive young lady working at a business in Dickinson, North Dakota. Just seeing her and being around her made me feel so much better. I regretted very much that I had not met her sooner. She had been in Dickinson for years without me meeting or seeing her before.

Of course I wrote a blog post article about her. Several months after I wrote the blog post article about her, she saw it while she away at college. She sent me a kind of curt reply in response to the article, which wasn’t so friendly.

Unlike all of the other women that I have ever written about, she was the only one that I ever contacted to ask if I could see her again. This was just before Christmas of 2019. She ignored me, but I am sure that she showed my email to some of her friends so that they could all laugh and make fun.

It is very common for women of all ages to shriek at me, saying that I have no business trying to become involved with young women. Oh, I completely disagree. Young women who have not outwardly turned mean yet, they are the only ones that I look forward to seeing.

Yesterday I was going through an email account that I do not use very often, when I saw an email from January of this year, that I had never seen or read. It was from a foreign man who I will call “Adam”, and it was about this young lady that I have been talking about so far in this blog post.

Adam was a few years older than me, and he was very enthusiastically saying that he felt exactly the same way as I did about her. You will not believe the rest of his email. In the case of this particular young lady, I honestly think that there is a 50% chance that Adam’s story is true, and an equal 50% chance that someone is pranking me.

I swear that I did not make this up:

“Hello dickinson58601, 

I came across your blog while looking for new blogs to follow and this entry lit up a youthful part of my otherwise aging body. 

I know the girl you blog about in this entry. I met her at (redacted), the one in Dickinson (I live in Taylor) and we spoke for a few minutes while her shift was ending. I knew she was special when she spoke; her voice and youthful glow, I’m sure you felt the same feeling. That rejuvenating passion only a young woman holds. God is good isn’t he, and he spent extra time with her.

I returned in a week’s time thinking she’d left for college, but “Aphrodite” (as I call her) was there and we had a chance to speak for a long unforgettable time. She told me about college, her promiscuous deeds, and the boys she liked. There was a list! What a popular girl. 

We ended up speaking for an hour or so before we made our way to the Brickhouse on main st. and had a night to remember. I ate steak and potatoes and she had a salad and plenty of bread! We kept laughing together, I shared stories of my old loves and soon we found ourselves agreeing on spending the night together. 

I can’t explain the beauty of her youth. Her fair skin was ecstasy when touched, her voice expelling passion as I explored virgin land, her back arching as I showed her all I knew. It was like riding a bike, she needed my help. She was passionate and fun with me. My bed became ours for the night.

 We still talk and share. I would love to share stories and even photos of us if you would enjoy those.

Let me know, 

your friend. “

What do you make of that? Even if this story is made up, what “Adam” wrote is how I felt about her too. And I wouldn’t put this past her, this is what she seemed like to me, it’s possible that this happened.

I think one of the reasons why women of all ages shriek at me for trying to become involved with younger women, is they know that younger women will do it.

I Don’t Like Dogs, But I Will Probably Have To Get A Dog

When I was growing up, my family had about four Chinese Pug dogs, one English Bulldog, a white German Shepherd, a Terrier Hound, and several Pit Bull dogs.

All of the dogs were allowed in and out of the house as they pleased, the house screen door was always broken and hanging open.  I wrote in previous blog post articles that the door hanging open allowed opossums, squirrels, bats, snakes, and mice inside of the house.

The dogs were allowed on the sofa, chairs, benches, in everyone’s bedroom, and on everyone’s bed.  My mother was not into cleaning, the house stank, animal hair was everywhere, and it was dirty.  The Black maids that my parents hired didn’t work for us very long.  Looking back on this, why would anyone not become exasperated trying to clean some place like this?

When I became a teenager, I became sick and tired of how dirty the house was.  All on my own, I would sometimes scrub all the filthy stained white baseboards, white window trim, dark red wallpaper, door frames, door trim, door handles, paint the light colored porch railing and pickets, and paint the dark blue porch boards.  Everything was so filthy and disgusting, I couldn’t take it anymore.  And, it was embarrassing.

I never, ever wanted to live someplace like that again.  I hated the urine and shit stench smell from the yard that surrounded the house.  I hate it when I go to visit other people at their house, and there is that urine and shit stench smell from a dog in their yard.

I don’t like dogs, I don’t want a dog, so why would I get a dog now?

During the last several months, on again and off again, I have had people complaining about my blog post articles, some of them becoming quite incensed, to where they attempted to publish my name, photograph, and address.

I do not care, and these people do not care if my name, photograph, and address is published, what they actually want is to cause other people to come to my home and try to harm me and my property.  They don’t want to do it, they are not going to do it, they want to try to persuade other people to do it for them.

I do have security cameras installed which record my property continuously, and I do have motion detectors on my property which are programmed to zones on an alarm box.  But I am not always going to be home.

I am probably going to run a 1/4″ diameter steel cable along the ground from the back of my property to the front of my property to act as a runner for a dog chain.  The dog chain I will make about 20′ length, I believe.

For legal liability reasons, I will have to post “No Trespassing” and “Beware Of The Dog” signs at every entry point to my yard.  Then I can try to find a large, mean, aggressive dog.

The City Animal Shelter is probably not going to have any mean aggressive dogs available for adoption.  I believe and have been told that when they receive a dog like this, they classify them as un-adoptable, and euthanize them almost immediately.

I am not looking for any pure-bred dog necessarily, probably not a Doberman or German Shepherd.  Something like a mix-breed Rottweiler or a mix-breed Mastiff.

I can not be friendly with this dog, and I can not allow other people to be friendly with this dog.  This dog must distrust people, and respond to people with unwavering aggression.

The type of people that the complainers to my blog post articles hope to incite to do violence or property damage, are feeble-minded idiot criminals who will not even think to read my blog post articles for themselves, but will take someone else’s accusations as fact, and giving them the right somehow in their idiot minds to go commit crimes.

So I have to go acquire some poor dog, who will never receive any love or affection from me or anyone else, who will be chained outside all day, every day when it is -50 degrees outside this winter in North Dakota.  It’s not coming inside, I don’t like dogs.

Sure, the naer-do-wells will probably put some broken glass or poison in ground beef and toss it to my guard dog.  That will be funny, won’t it?  I won’t care, I don’t like dogs, I’ll just go get another dog.  And if someone ever gets past my guard dog, the dog’s punishment will be a bullet through the top of its head.  The dog had one job to do, that was the only use I had for the dog, if it can’t do its job, it’s done.

See, you fucking scheming women thought that you were going to make me miserable.  I am not going to be bothered.  But whatever poor dog that gets chained up in my yard from now on is going to have a miserable, painful, short life because of what you have caused.

Suspiciously Good Videos Of Hannah Lee Duggan Sewing

In these very last days of my life, living in Dickinson, I had become resigned to the fact that I would likely experience nothing but the Jack-O’-Lantern women of North Dakota for the remainder of the time that I have left.  Hideous, menacing, monsters.

I am trying to withdraw from, ignore, and pay no attention to the ugliness that actually surrounds me, and create my own imaginary World, probably like people who are incarcerated for life in prison, with no hope of ever getting out.  The same as living in Dickinson, North Dakota.

On the internet, sometimes I look at the website Chaturbate.com, which shows hundreds of live nude cam models.  I look at the screenshot of what each model is doing, and I pick the one that seems interesting or attractive.  Some of the most interesting models, they don’t undress at all, they are entertaining enough to be good company, one of them is named “Nura” a.k.a. 8a8y’s  https://chaturbate.com/8a8y/ .

But Nura is not always on, and she never takes all of her clothes off.  For me, the model which takes her clothes off, and shows what she looks like all over, without fake acting or being difficult, is JennyCutey  https://chaturbate.com/jennycutey/ .  JennyCutey never complains or acts difficult, she has a very easy-going pleasant disposition.

But sometimes neither Nura nor JennyCutey is on, so what now?  Most of the other Chaturbate models have chosen to put on some kind of act, rather than be themselves, and their poor, unconvincing acting, comes across as phony, fake, and irritating.

Instead, I have started watching Hannah Lee Duggan sewing videos.  The reason why, is that Hannah is attractive, she has a likable disposition, she shows intelligence, creativity, and ingenuity, the clothes that she makes turn out well, and she models these clothes:

I enjoy watching Hannah so much, the steps that she takes to make her own clothes, and her clothes turn out so well with her modelling them, that I can easily watch the entire twenty minute sewing video.

The first time that I had watched a Hannah Lee Duggan sewing video, I thought that she was possibly an introverted hillbilly nut-case, with the denim overalls that she was wearing, her large eyeglasses, and the fact that she was making clothes out of curtains that she had bought at a thrift store.  I read or saw that she lived in Minnesota, and I thought, that figures.

I would have been much happier if I had continued to believe that she was an introverted, nutty, country mouse, that way in my mind I would have had a chance of tricking her, taking advantage of her, or seducing her, but no such luck.

Here is a short biography that she gives of herself https://www.hannahleeduggan.com/about-me

“I’m currently living in a van.

If you couldn’t tell by that, I’m a bit of a nomad. To get a feel for who I am and how I got here this is a spark-notes, wild ride of a time that has been my life up to now;

When I turned 18 in 2012, I hopped on a cruise ship working as a stewardess, where I got to sail around the New England Islands, the Hudson River, and the Florida Coast. 95 hour work weeks, dead tired all the time, and probably have back aches that will last the rest of my life from this, but met some great people and learned a lot about working hard and still somehow finding the time to enjoy where you are.

I then moved to Oakland, CA (for literally no reason, other than I had a friend that had space for a roommate on the fold out couch.) Worked a bit, played a bit. Made a day trip to Los Angeles and decided to move there after six months of living in Northern California.

Lived in downtown LA (two blocks from Skid Row, (3/10 only recommend if you’re looking for character growth or are as broke as I was) where I picked up modeling jobs and did background acting (catch me in Grey’s Anatomy S12:E4 for about a millisecond). Managed to find the time – and money?? to get to Europe and travel around for a month (but apparently not enough for a diff apartment). Started in Paris, met a friend in a small town 20 miles outside of Rome, hitchhiked with some Canadian guys up through Venice, and got dropped in Zurich – which is increDIBLY expensive by the way – then slept on a friend’s dorm room floor for a week in England before returning to Paris, coming down with a 103F fever, and heading back to LA with $6 in my bank account.

When I could no longer afford LA (who can?) I moved home and enrolled at the University of Minnesota, going in and out every other semester, traveling, working and paying off debts in between classes. Still, to this day my academic advisor doesn’t know what to do with me.

Between semesters (and sometimes mid-semester) I traveled to Hawaii, road tripped from New York to LA, spent two weeks in Costa Rica, danced around Colombia, and last minute tripped to Ireland and London. Most of these trips were spent in hostels/alone/with barely any money.

Summer of 2017 I was sent to Hong Kong on a three month modeling contract. I knew no-one, lived in a flat the size of a bread box, and sweat my butt off in the humidity. The first week I spent alone and miserable, missing home like crazy. By the end of the second week I’d met a million new people, been to clubs until 7am, spent the day on a yacht and found some gorgeous waterfall hikes. By the end of the three months I didn’t want to leave, I’d met so many good friends, and had so many incredible experiences. Hong Kong felt like home.

By January 3rd, 2018 I was on my way back to Hong Kong, this time with my sister in tow. We spent about a week there, getting into all sorts of mischief, before heading to Sri Lanka for a little under a month, and then to Egypt, where we met some really lovely people and went diving in the Red Sea.

Got back from the trip itching to leave again, this time with no ties to Minnesota, where it’s so easy to fall into a comfort zone with family and friends and familiar places.

April 26, 2018, after hours and days scrolling Craigslist, I drove an hour out of the cities, to Litchfield, MN to buy my 2001 Ford Econoline Van. I sold most of my things, and put the rest in storage, meanwhile working and sweating and cursing at this van as I hacked my way through gutting it, insulating it, putting walls up, and trying to figure out how to get electric working.

So here I am now, living in a van, and answering everyone’s questions about where I go to the bathroom or take a shower, you know, the normal questions.”

I am less happy knowing the truth about who she actually is.  But I still do not think that I have the complete picture.  Because of what I have seen in some of her other YouTube videos that she makes, I am suspicious, there is something else going on that I don’t know.  I will try to find out.

The Mistake That Women Make In Assessing Their Boyfriend’s Earning Potential

I have been wanting to write this particular blog post article for a long time.  Every time I see a woman whose life has been ruined by the man she chose to be with, I wanted to write about this so that other women do not make this same mistake.

I ask myself, how could she have been so fucking stupid, what the hell was she thinking?  What it comes down to, is that All women make the same mistake in assessing their boyfriend’s earning potential.  They overlook or are oblivious to his largest faults.

As I wrote in my previous blog post article yesterday, young women in high school or just out of high school do not have enough real-world experience to be a good judge of who to have children with.  Young women, and even older women, are attracted to young men with a great deal of energy, enthusiasm, and confidence, in spite of the fact that he is an idiot.

I explained yesterday that in the states of UT, ID, MT, ND, SD, and WY energetic, enthusiastic, confident young men can get a job performing farm labor, construction labor, or oil field labor for roughly $15 per hour during the Spring, Summer, and Fall months.  With overtime, this $3,000 per month that these young men can earn is enough to pay for an apartment and the bills for a young couple just out of high school.

Young women make the mistake of thinking that it is O.K. to go ahead and get pregnant because they are making enough money to pay all of their bills.  These young women do not realize that when the economy begins a downturn, the construction boom is over, or the oil boom is over, these $15 per hour unskilled-labor jobs will be the first to disappear.

These young women are unprepared for this.  Not only did they expect their boyfriend to keep his job, they expected him to eventually get a raise, become a foreman, then become a superintendent.  In fact, they kind of planned on this, that’s why they went ahead and got pregnant.

The truth is, that even if the the economy had not gone bad, the construction boom had not ended, or the oil boom had not ended, their boyfriend would not have kept his job, been promoted to foreman, or become a superintendent.

Only about 20% of workers will ever become a foreman, that’s 20 out of 100 workers.  You take those 20 workers who made it to foreman, and about 5 of those will ever be a superintendent.  That means that only 5% of workers will ever become a superintendent.

It should be understood without having to explain it, that only the most intelligent, competent, reliable, and responsible workers will be promoted to foremen.  What these young women had failed to consider, the fact that their boyfriend runs around like a hyper-active attention-deficit-disorder hunting dog that has just been let out of its cage, this is not what employers are looking for in a foreman.

This ADHD behavior will actually cause their young boyfriend to top out at $15-$17 per hour within a couple of years, and then it will be all down hill from there, because no one will want him around anymore.

For ease of explanation, I want to elaborate by using a young ADHD idiot named “Tyler”.

Young Tyler, with a great deal of energy, enthusiasm, and confidence, he is good at carrying things in the middle of a construction site where he can’t do much damage.  He is good at digging trenches all day.  He is good at running a compactor all day.  He is good at carrying and placing concrete forms.

As time goes by, Tyler’s employer might give him the chance to load the truck in the morning, hook up the trailer, drive the truck and trailer, to see if Tyler can handle that by himself.  Did Tyler load all of the equipment, materials, tools, fuel, and water that they would need that day?

Within six months or a year, Tyler’s employer might see if he can start work in the morning on his own.  Did Tyler know what they are supposed to do, can he read the job site plans, can he correctly measure and lay out the work, can he perform the work on his own?

If Tyler, though he is energetic, enthusiastic, and confident, if he arrives at the job site without the equipment, material, tools, fuel, water that he needs, damages the truck or trailer, ruins the work material, builds in the wrong location, can’t get started on his own, the employer makes the decision that all Tyler is good for is labor under direct supervision.

However, once Tyler has been given the chance to do things on his own after working for a year, and has failed, and been kept doing only supervised labor, he is now dissatisfied, resentful, or doesn’t understand, and now he becomes a problem.  He sporadically tries to take control of tasks or jobs, and ends up leading others in the wrong direction, making mistakes, and ruining work.

The employer gave Tyler a chance to demonstrate his ability, he damaged equipment, ruined material, couldn’t read the site plans, built in the wrong place, so the employer just wants to use him as supervised labor.  Meanwhile, as younger and newer workers are showing their capabilities, Tyler interferes with them in their job, because Tyler does not want these newer workers to surpass him.

At this point, someone like Tyler, who has been a laborer for several years, who has demonstrated that he can’t advance beyond direct supervised labor, because of a lack of intelligence, focus, or being unable to think things through, if he is now discontented being just a laborer, and constantly causes problems, makes mistakes, interferes with other workers, employers do not want someone like this around anymore.

The young high school girl, or even some older woman, thought that they could count on Tyler working in construction or the oil field and making at least $15-$17 per hour.  However, once a young man has worked for several years, demonstrated that he can only work as direct supervised labor, and he thinks that he should be in a higher position, employers do not want this kind of person around at all, when they could just hire a younger person with more potential who does what they are told.

The Mistake That Lower Class And Lower Middle Class Women Make In Mating

One of the biggest mistakes that Lower Class and Lower Middle Class women make in mating, is mating too soon.  While still in high school, or just out of high school they begin having children before they know what they are doing.

If these women would wait until they were in their mid-twenties to begin having children, they would be better informed on whether this was the right decision at the moment based on their circumstances, and they would be a much better judge of who should father their children.

Overall, the biggest mistake that Lower Class and Lower Middle Class women make in mating, is selecting the wrong man to have children with.  Unfortunately this decision is made with the mind of a high school girl, not an adult woman with experience and knowledge about the World.

One of the reasons why Lower Class and Lower Middle Class women are so susceptible to mating early, is that they usually have no expectation of going to college after high school, and one of the only ways that they can see themselves getting out of their parent’s household after graduation is by hooking up with some guy.

Especially in the mid-western states like Utah, Idaho, Montana, North Dakota, South Dakota, and Wyoming where there is not a lot going on, it is an attractive option to young Lower Class and Lower Middle Class women to get out of their parent’s house by shacking up with some guy, and getting pregnant right out of high school.

The reason why this is such a huge mistake, is that young Lower Class and Lower Middle Class women pick idiots to mate with while they are in high school and do not know any better.

In high school, energetic, enthusiastic, entertaining, over-confident boys are attractive to high school girls, even though these boys may be idiots or extremely stupid.  At this time, these young men and women are not currently suffering any ill-effects of these young men being stupid, because they are not yet having to earn their own money in order to survive.

It is important to note, that in high school and right out of high school, energetic, enthusiastic, over-confident boys who may be idiots or stupid can currently earn roughly $15 per hour performing farm work, performing construction labor, or performing oil field labor.  Their ability to earn $500-$800 per week during the summer months and purchase a nice vehicle while still in high school indicates to high school girls that they are a winner.

These young men in the mid-western states like UT, ID, MT, ND, SD, and WY earning $3,000 per month through the Spring, Summer, and Fall months performing labor, is enough money for a young couple just out of high school to be able to afford a place to rent and pay their bills.  This leads young women to mistakenly believe that it is O.K. to begin having children, because they do not know what is going to happen.  They have not lived long enough as an adult to know the nature of their mate’s employment.

Young men can earn good money performing construction labor when there is a construction boom, and oil field labor when there is an oil boom, but they are some of the first people to be let go as the boom comes to an end.  From what I have seen in my lifetime, both a construction boom, and an oil boom, lasts about seven years.

If a young man is entering his late teen years during the middle of a construction boom or an oil boom, he can make good money performing labor for possibly the next three to four years.  This can mean that he is making good money in the summer when he is 17-18 and still in high school, and 19-20 years old when he and his girlfriend are renting an apartment and she becomes pregnant.

But when this young man becomes 21 years old, the construction boom or the oil boom will likely be over, they don’t last forever.  60-80% of the young men performing labor will lose their good employment when the boom is over.  Pretty soon it will become apparent that this young man is not going to find any employment that pays $3,000 per month, or any employment at all.

The young 21 year old Lower Class or Lower Middle Class new mother will not be prepared for what has happened.  This young couple will no longer be able to pay for their apartment and pay their bills, especially because neither of them saved any money.  The angry young mother will likely turn to Social Services who will be more than happy to assist her in legally obtaining an order of child support, as long as the father is not present in the household.

In order to not make this blog post article too long, for now I will skip elaborating on another key problem with young Lower Class and Lower Middle Class women assessing a potential mate.  They always make the mistake of assessing their boyfriend’s future earning potential by extrapolating what he is currently making as a construction laborer or oil field laborer, into what he will be making as he advances into higher positions.  They are not taking into account that their boyfriend is an idiot or stupid, and not only will he not advance into higher positions, he will not even keep his current level of employment.

More Than 9 Out Of 10 Women Think They Are Smart

More than 9 out of 10 women think that they are smart.  About 95% of women think that they are smart.  This is one of the reasons why there are so many problems in the World, especially in the United States.

When you have people managing things, deciding things, voting, and raising children, who are stupid, and they don’t know it, this causes all kinds of problems.

Please stop and think about this, have you ever met a woman who didn’t think that she was smart?  They all do.  Even when they have driven into a utility pole, a ditch, or off the side of a cliff, they think that they are smart.  Even when they are on welfare with three kids fathered by three different men who are currently unemployed or in prison, they think that they are smart.

The most brilliant, knowledgeable, and ingenious people on Earth, are young women ages 15-25, because they know absolutely everything already and are smarter than everyone else.  It’s no use telling them anything or giving them any instructions, because they aren’t going to listen or pay attention to what you are saying because they know better.

See, women have things figured out from an early age.  Their father, or the government, is supposed to pay for them until they are like 18, or 30 years old.  Then, if they get married, their husband is supposed to pay for everything, forever, even if they get divorced a few years later, he still has to pay for everything.

Also, women should have the same jobs as men, be able to serve in the military, get paid the same as men, and be able to keep their job while on maternity leave.  Except if they are in the military during a conflict, then if they get pregnant they want out of the military.

Women are strong and independent.  They don’t want to be sexualized, unless they can get something from being sexualized or gain some advantage from being sexually appealing, such as getting out of trouble, getting a job, working as a model, actress, newscaster, entertainer, stripper, or prostitute.  Then, at a later date after having used their sexuality to gain an advantage, they can go back and initiate a lawsuit for being sexually harassed.

Yes, women definitely don’t want to be sexualized.  That’s why they get breast implants, wear high heels, wear low-cut blouses revealing their breasts, wear tight-fitting jeans, short cut-off shorts,  buy lingerie and Bikinis, model naked in magazines, and enter beauty pageants.  No sexualization for them!

Women are so creative and intelligent, they have found a new outlet for their ingenuity, making YouTube videos where they try to get people’s attention by showing off their breasts, asses, up-skirt, and up-shorts.  Often times, when they have received thousands of views to their YouTube videos where they have exposed themselves in order to get attention, they complain that men are looking at them, and they are now an innocent victim who was merely minding her own business.  Brilliant!

See how smart women are.  They get breast implants, wear low-cut breast-revealing tops, short skirts, and high heels, in order to get people, especially men to pay attention to them.  Next, they complain that they are victims, men are looking at them, and sexualizing them.  Someone please help them!  With money, or a vehicle, or both.

A Reader Asked Why Don’t I Leave Dickinson North Dakota

A couple of weeks ago I wrote a blog post article that described a bad experience that I had with a local bank in Dickinson, North Dakota.  This was the third time that I had had problems with this local bank.  This was the third time that I had written a blog post article complaining about this local bank.

When I write blog post articles criticizing things that happen in Dickinson, often times I receive comments from North Dakota readers disputing that anything wrong, unjust, or unfair happened.  When I get comments like this, it’s like the same incident happening all over again, because another person can’t see that they are in the wrong, and it also demonstrates even more clearly that North Dakotans do not know U.S. law, or what normal behavior is.

Inevitably, when I explain things that happen in Dickinson, North Dakota that are bad, I get comments from North Dakota readers saying, “Why don’t you just leave?”  One answer is, why should I leave, why don’t you North Dakotans start acting right, that would be a better solution for everyone.

I will give two examples of what I mean.  I wrote a blog post article about some undercover Police Officers in Dickinson asking to play a game of pool with me at a bar in 2011.  Before long, they were asking me again and again where they could buy drugs.  I am not, nor have I ever been, a drug user or a drug dealer.  I have never been charged with any crime.

There are all kinds of local people in Dickinson who are known, repeat offender drug users and dealers, who get arrested again and again, and are never kept in jail or sent to prison.  However, me not being from Dickinson, and having no involvement whatsoever in drug use or drug dealing, the Police were trying to set me up as being a drug dealer.

Prior to me moving to Dickinson, I had received an academic merit scholarship to go to college, I graduated with a degree in engineering , I had worked as an engineer and been successful in other occupations, and I had never been in any trouble.  But the Dickinson people wanted to try to ruin my life because they have this perverse hatred for people from somewhere else, especially educated people.

The second example I will give, is about a small young man from Nepal, who came to Dickinson to work his way through college to become an accountant.  After working in convenience stores and assisted living facilities while attending Dickinson State University, he graduated with a degree in accounting and he got a good job after graduation.

Once this young man was out of school and had a good job, he was lonely and tried to meet women.  There is a great shortage of women in Dickinson for a number of reasons, this is well known.  He eventually began searching dating sites and elsewhere on the internet in order to find a woman to date.

The Dickinson Police placed a fake advertisement or fake profile on the internet, posing as a woman who wanted to meet a man.  The Nepalese man began communicating with this woman, and out of the blue the Police made up the fact that this fake woman was under 18 years of age.  The Nepalese man stated that he would never have a relationship with a woman under 18.

The Police persisted in contacting this man, trying different ploys to get him to meet this supposedly minor fake female.  He never did show up to meet this fake female, but the Dickinson Police arrested him anyway, and charged him with Commercial Sex Trafficking of a Minor, which carries a twenty year prison sentence.

Like me, here was this educated professional person, from somewhere else, who had never been in any trouble, and the Dickinson Police were trying to set him up, to completely ruin this man’s life.  The local Dickinson people just love this, they hate people who are from someplace else, especially educated people.

These are just two examples.  I have written nearly 1,000 blog post articles that are full of bad things happening and being done in Dickinson.  So when North Dakotans ask me why don’t I just leave, I feel like a better solution would be for North Dakotans to stop doing wrong.

My Friend Steve Isdahl’s Hunting And Bigfoot Stories

My friend Steve Isdahl who lives in Squamish British Colombia, he has been hunting Big Game animals such as Moose, Elk, Deer, Big Horn Sheep, and Bear for the past thirty years.  In that time, he has accidentally met a Bigfoot several times.

Steve has been a hunting guide for the past 20-25 years, and he began video recording his hunts and hikes more than ten years ago.  His YouTube channel “How To Hunt” was originally 100% about hunting, but several years ago Steve began to talk about Bigfoot too because he felt that it was an important subject.

Now, most of the time on the “How To Hunt” YouTube channel, Steve talks about Bigfoot, and he reads Bigfoot stories that have been sent to him by viewers.  Here is a pretty good example of Steve’s channel:

Steve has also recently published a book titled “The Day Bigfoot Became Real For Me”, which is available for sale on Amazon:  https://www.amazon.com/Day-Sasquatch-Became-Real-Me/dp/B089D3937C

Here is the link to Steve’s business Facebook page which tells more about him:  https://business.facebook.com/howtohuntoutdoorsltd/

I Didn’t Know That You Could Look At Live Nude Chat Models For Free

Ten days ago I was watching a YouTube video on the MGTOW channel “Better Bachelor”, where the host was discussing a lawsuit attempting to block the website “Thothub” from unauthorized use of porn models’ videos.

Some woman was a paid nude model on a website like “Only Fans”, and someone had illegally recorded one of her paid sessions, and uploaded this video to the website “Thothub” where people could watch this video for free.

When I tried to find the website “Thothub”, it was gone, the woman’s lawsuit was successful.  What did show up in the internet search, was an explanation by “PornDude”, that there were nineteen other websites where you could watch live nude webcam models for free.

I used the link on the “PornDude” website, which took me to the website “Chaturbate”.  I was very surprised at the “Chaturbate” website, they had at least 250 live nude chat models to choose from, to watch for free.

You could watch any one of these more than 250 live nude chat models for free, for as long as you wanted.

You could browse the thumbnail photographs of each chat model, which was actually a screen shot of what the model was currently doing.  Some of the women were currently fully dressed, some of the women were topless, and some of of the women were completely nude at the moment.

You could browse the screenshot photos, and pick the woman that you wanted or liked.  Within about a second of clicking, the video feed of that particular woman would be on your computer screen.

It was confusing to me at first, but within a few hours I got the general idea of what to expect using the Chaturbate website.  Each woman got to decide how she wanted to present herself, what she wanted to do, how much money she wanted to make, and what she was willing to do on camera for money.

Some women had decided that they didn’t want to be nude at all, they would just interact with viewers through short text messages.  Some of these attractive women who didn’t take any of their clothes off, had as many as several hundred viewers at a time.

Some women who were cold fish, with bad attitudes, who came across as unfriendly, they remained fully clothed, not because they planned to, but because they only had a few viewers at a time, and none of them would pay the model to take her clothes off.  This usually just increased the chat model’s anger, and she could go for hours without making any money.

On my first time viewing models on the website Chaturbate, one of the most successful models appeared to have made about $300-$400 in a five hour online session.  This model was about 5′-9″, 125 lbs, long dark hair, slender build, 28 years old.  You could tell from the sofa that she was sitting on, her blankets, her clothes, and the walls, that she was living in a not very nice apartment.

While she was doing her live webcam session, there was faint dance, club, or ghetto music playing in the background.  What was louder than the background music, was this model’s black boyfriend who was talking on the telephone in the background.  He was carrying on never-ending phone conversations, and having people stop by the apartment, while his girlfriend was being a live nude cam model in the living room.

This whole scene, was like watching an evening at a black drug dealer’s house, with his crazy, good looking white drug addict girlfriend acting like a nymphomaniac over on the sofa, while he just went about his business and ignored her, because it’s this same old thing with crazy naked white girls every day.

To explain how this particular model was successful, she had posted that her “goal” was 200 tokens.  She had an itemized list of how many tokens for each act, it went something like this:  take off top (20), take off bottom (40), slap ass (50), show ass (100), show vagina (200).  Because of this particular model’s care-free uninhibited attitude, she maintained at least 600 viewers throughout the night, and she reached her 200 token goal every five to ten minutes, over and over again.

I looked up how much these tokens cost.  Each token costs the viewer about 10-12 cents to purchase.  When the model receives these tokens as tips from her viewers, she can redeem each token for 5 cents.

In terms of money, this particular model was willing to take off her top for $1, take off her bottom for $2, slap her ass for $2.50, show her ass for $5, and show her vagina for $10.  This seems like a small amount of money.  However, when you add this up, that she was being tipped $10 every five to ten minutes, she was earning more than $60 an hour by just flopping around on the sofa in her own apartment.

Here is the link to the Chaturbate website:  https://chaturbate.com/  Warning!  This site contains graphic nudity.

When you look at the Chaturbate website, because they have hundreds of live nude cam models, and there are hundreds of other websites like this one, it makes you wonder, “Do all women do this?”  I think that they probably do.  I think that all women when they go home, that this is what they do.

I think that it should probably be acceptable, if you see a woman in the grocery store that you like, at her work, or on her YouTube channel, that you could ask her what her webcam address is.

I don’t know how long the following link will be good for, because this woman is not online 24 hours per day, but here is a fairly respectable, moderate nude chat model https://chaturbate.com/douxtease/

Here is this chat model’s bio:

“First the mother of Sneaky Bastards

now the Queen of Introverted Perverts.

Night-time dancer.

Non-explicit but not non-nude.

Likes people who rock her boat and then

keep it afloat.

Compulsive buyer of expensive lingerie.

Doesn’t like to be told what to do.

Accepts tokens or Tesla stocks.

Yeehaws make her vein pop.

She daydreams about:  running on the beach with her 5 dogs,

driving on the Amalfie coast in an E-type and becoming

Tarantino’s new feet muse.”

Using the above link, if this particular chat model is offline, you can scroll down the screen and click on one of the tabs to see her photograph and bio.