In July of 2019 I wrote two blog post articles titled, “Getting Ready To Have Sex With A Drug Addict Girl In Dickinson, North Dakota” and “The Sad And Tragic Story Of Who This Drug Addict Girl Is In Dickinson, North Dakota”.
In Dickinson, North Dakota the ratio of men to women is currently about 3:1. During the oil boom from 2007-2014 this disparity was much greater. Due to the shortage of women here in Dickinson, the few women who are here have tried to take advantage of this situation by being overweight, out of shape, sloppily dressed, unkempt, sloven, mean, and ugly.
Over these past seven years of living in Dickinson, this has revealed to me more about the true nature of women. Women will try to get away with whatever they can. Most women have no inner moral compass, natural ethics, or sense of right and wrong. Women only act in accordance with what is allowed or permissible in their present environment. If allowed and permitted to get up in the morning and not bathe, not brush their hair, wear the same cigarette-stench pajama pants, be fat, overweight, and ugly, women will do so. I have seen this first-hand here in Dickinson.
I am not from Dickinson, I know what women are supposed to look like and act like, when there are rules of hygiene, etiquette, and western civilization in place, though these memories are becoming less and less real, and are beginning to seem more like an impossibility the longer I stay here. In other places, women try to look and act their best in order to gain the attention, affection, and cooperation of men.
Here are a couple of photographs of a woman that I like from my Facebook “People You May Know”, who has some of the things that I want:
Normally I do not like women who have tattoos, but in this woman’s case her tattoos show that she is nuts, freaky, doesn’t care, doesn’t have or use good judgement, is uninhibited, and is available for sex, probably for a price, which is fine with me.
Are there any women like this in Dickinson? Well, yes, the Drug Addict Girl That I Was Getting Ready To Have Sex With, which I wrote about in July of 2019. I was outside of my low-rent apartment building where I was living in downtown Dickinson when one of the young ladies from the Drug House down the street was walking by and she began talking to me.
At that time I had been talking to the women at the Drug House down the street in order to try to find out who it was who kept trying to steal things out of my vehicle at night. This is why I began talking to the young woman who was walking by. As she stood there, willing to talk to me, not trying to get away, I began to realize that she was attractive.
She had long blonde hair, almost a little towards red in color. She was very thin and muscular, with no fat on her body at all. Her neck, shoulders, arms, and legs, you could just admire their feminine form and shape, totally different from the fat flabby land-whales in Dickinson. For the first time in a long time, I was very turned-on by a woman in Dickinson, because of the way that she looked, and her forthrightness.
I said to her that I liked her, and I thought that she was pretty, could I see her again? She smiled, and she said yes. I knew that her thinness was probably from drug use and failing to eat, not from eating healthy and exercising. I liked the way that she looked and acted. I had no interest in playing games, and she acted like she wasn’t afraid of anything.
After she walked away, I was expecting to see her in about an hour at my apartment. I began trying to hide or lock up anything in my apartment that she might try to steal, like my car keys, check books, handguns, laptops, etc. When it came to appear that she might not come back, I was just as happy with this outcome, as if she came back and we had sex.
In the following days, one of my neighbors told me that she twice came by looking for me, but I wasn’t home. I looked her up on the internet, found out her real full name, and I also found out a second completely different full name that she had gone by prior to being married twice.
I was astonished at her background. She had been very successful at one time, up until just a few years ago. After she graduated from high school, she went to a state university and graduated with a degree in political science. She worked in business management for a while, then she went back to college and she got a degree in business administration, where she met her second husband.
After she and her new husband graduated from business college, they moved to Dickinson in about 2012 due to the oil boom. She started out as an assistant manager of a very large company in Dickinson, and within couple of years she became the manager of this large company. She and her husband had a couple of children together, they had nice new vehicles, and a nice home.
I don’t know how it happened that she got involved in using methamphetamine and heroin. The drugs and the drug lifestyle caused her to lose everything, her job, her husband, her children, her home, her automobile, her driver’s license, everything.
I saw on her Facebook account the people that she was friends with, romantically involved with, and the things that she was doing. I believed that she would have ruined my life if I had become involved with her. Her boyfriend had recently been arrested for felony theft, then he was arrested for felony drug dealing. And, soon after her boyfriend’s arrests, she was arrested for possession of heroin, then burglary.
I was glad that she was probably going to prison, so that they could make her stop. Stop with the drug use, the stealing, and hanging around with thieves, drug dealers, and drug addicts.
I didn’t see, hear, or read anything else about her for the next six to eight months. A few days ago I saw her photograph appear in my Facebook “People You May Know”, but under a different name.
I looked at this Facebook account and it was her. Her “friends” were asking, “Are you out now?”, to which she replied, yes. She looked very healthy, happy, and recovered. She listed where she is working. She is starting her life over. Good, I thought.
When I was reading the comments from her Facebook friends, this bothered me. As an example, one of her “friends” was asking and suggesting that she come and live with her in Bismarck, they could have fun there, because where she was living was very tolerant.
I was angry that her “friends” were trying to pull her right back into what she had just gotten out of. I looked her up on the North Dakota Court Repository, she is on supervised probation for two years. The condition of both of her two separate court cases allowing her to not be in prison currently, is supervised probation for two years, And “…commit no crimes…”, meaning if she is caught doing anything illegal it violates her probation and puts her in prison.
I think that she is strong-willed enough and determined enough to not start using drugs again, but not if she remains friends with and keeps in contact with the same people who got her on drugs in the first place. It seems like 20% of the people in Dickinson live and seek to live a criminal, drug-addict lifestyle. I don’t know how she is ever going to escape these people in Dickinson who keep trying to bring her back down.