Why Do I Even Want To Write Anymore

For the past month I have been concerned about the amount of negative comments to my blog website, and the nastiness of these comments.

I had to realize that overall, less than one percent of readers leave any comment at all, and only 0.1% of readers leave complaint comments.  However, the 0.1% complainers tend to be enraged, extreme, and fanatical.

A pattern became apparent with the complaining comments left to my blog website and comments about my blog website left elsewhere, that “something needed to be done to stop me”.  There were a dozen tactics that were used to try to get me to both remove what I had already written, and to prevent me from writing anymore.

There were threats that various Law Enforcement agencies had been contacted and were going to be contacted in order to arrest me for stalking and harassment, and possibly child pornography, human trafficking, sexual exploitation of minors, rape, kidnapping, murder, and cruelty to animals.

The complaining commentors’ logic was, since I wrote about the persecution of a local young man for having sex with a minor, that I am guilty of the same thing because I wrote against his persecution.  Because I wrote about the great shortage of women in western North Dakota and the need for legalized prostitution, I must be guilty of human trafficking and rape.

Because I wrote about the foolishness of young women on Facebook and YouTube videoing themselves alone where they live wearing little or no clothing, that they are inviting trouble and almost daring people to find them, I must be guilty of kidnapping and murder.  I wrote about it, so I must have done it or plan on doing it.

Closer to the truth, is that the complainers don’t even believe that I have committed any crimes, but that other people, stupid people, mentally ill people, and Law Enforcement, could be persuaded that I have, because of the topics that I write about.

If the complainers were going to attempt to accuse me of actual crimes or criminal activity, it wouldn’t really do any good unless they could publish all of my personal information, so that people could find me and try to harm me.

By getting other people, stupid people, and mentally ill people to believe that I had committed heinous acts such as rape, kidnapping, murder, human trafficking, child pornography, sexual exploitation of children, and cruelty to animals, and giving these people instructions on my name and where I live, they could cause other people to harm me.  I believe that this was the complainers’ intention.

Here is just one example of how this played out.  In the area where I live, unbeknownst to me, there was a 51 year old mother of four who had been having increasingly severe mental problems over the past ten years.  In the sparsely populated area of western North Dakota where we live, she had been able to cope with life most of the time, there is very little going on, there are not many or constant stressors.

Somehow, I don’t know exactly how, this 51 year old mother of four with mental problems, she found or was shown a YouTube video about me and my blog website, that was in general accusing me of harming women and children, not because I had harmed anyone, but because the YouTube video creator was suggesting or indicating that I probably, likely, might have, would, or could.  This YouTube video which provided my name and where I lived, was meant to incite or enrage people to do something to me.

This mentally ill 51 year old woman was unable to discern from this YouTube video that I had not actually committed any crimes.  Instead, to this YouTube video creator’s delight, this woman began contacting her with additional information about me.  This mentally ill woman received encouragement, as if she was doing something good, right, and useful.

I first noticed this 51 year old woman when she was parked in a van in the alley behind my house one afternoon, video recording my house, property, vehicles, etc.  The YouTube video that she had watched about me, and the creator of this YouTube video had encouraged her to try to do something to/about me.  (I later saw and copied the comments between this woman and the YouTube video creator, before they were deleted.)

The following morning this mentally ill 51 year old woman was standing outside my house yelling at me with an axe in her hand.  Besides my phone call to local Law Enforcement that morning, as the day went on there were approximately six other people in town who called local Law Enforcement regarding her, for such things as seeking No Trespass orders against her from their businesses, Restraining Orders against her from individuals, and Destruction of Property by her in excess of $5,000.

Up until that day, this woman had been able to cope with life enough, to have a relatively normal life with daily activities, interaction with other people, and live independently in her own home.  Now, it appears that she is going to lose everything.  Much of the blame for what happened to this woman, lies with the people who tried to incite and enrage stupid or mentally ill people to act on their allegations or suggestions of heinous despicable crimes by me which never occurred.

I do not think that this is funny.  I think that this is tragic.  I was not harmed.  But this woman’s life was ruined.  The people that were instigating and trying to incite something to happen to me, I believe that they could not care less what happened to this woman.  They probably think that this is funny.

One result of this incident, is that the local people and local Law Enforcement currently have no more tolerance for anyone trying to make false allegations of criminal activity in order to incite other people to do something.  Look at what just happened.

On most days, I have about three or four topics that I want to write about, that I feel the need to write about.  My feelings have not changed about wanting to reveal, discuss, explain, delve into events that happen around me.

I should probably admit that I write for my own sake.  Philosophers have pointed out, that no matter how charitable or well-meaning we think our actions are, ultimately each of us is acting in our own self-interest.

I sometimes try to explain that I am trying to change things.  By pointing out how wrong, ignorant, stupid, and backwards some practices and behaviors are, I think that I can cause them to change.  By trying to explain a different view, a different way of looking at things, a different approach, a better way, I think that I can cause things to change.

To get at the truth, expose something bad, or cause people to see, it is sometimes necessary to say things that are unwelcome, unpopular, unpleasant, ugly, hurtful, painful, and mean.  Life is hard, many things in life are hard and difficult.  I truly believe that the quality of life has been ruined since after approximately WWII, by people’s aversion to the necessity of facing the hardness of life, by refusing to face the hard truth and facts.

I am not trying to digress into vague babbling, I want to try to express something very specific.  I personally want to point out things that are wrong, stupid, ignorant, and backwards, and I can sometimes only do it by saying things that will be unwelcome, unpopular, ugly, hurtful, painful, and mean.  This arouses such anger and rage in some readers, that they go through the processes that I described up above to try to get me to stop writing or remove what I have already written.

I don’t plan on stopping.  I kind of recognize and believe that the downfall of our civilization and the ruin of our quality of life has come from people’s aversion to doing anything hard, making any kind of sacrifice, or truly believing in anything.

Just by chance and out of boredom, I recently began watching some videos of William Cooper’s old 1992-2001 radio broadcasts of his show “Hour Of The Time”.  For those of you who don’t know, William Cooper was a river patrol boat Captain for the Navy during the Vietnam War.  He also was a submariner.  When he got out of the military at age 32, for a time he taught at vocational and technical schools in California.  Here is his biography https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milton_William_Cooper

Though William Cooper was not highly educated, he was very intelligent, well-read, an excellent researcher, and an excellent speaker.  He was not glamorous or fancy, he was very matter-of-fact and no-nonsense.

Through his book “Behold A Pale Horse” published in 1991, and his radio show which aired from 1992-2001, William Cooper tried very hard to explain to the American people and the World, the truth about governments, World-history, wars, secret societies, UFOs, aliens, secret technology, and the coming One-World-Government.

What William Cooper had to say, was very hard for most people to hear.  They could not believe what he had to say, it was preposterous, it was unfathomable, it challenged most of what they had believed and believed in for their entire lives.  It didn’t matter if it was true, it was too hard for many people to even consider it.

To give just a few examples, William Cooper tried to explain at length that the Federal Reserve Bank was not a U.S. Government institution, that it was a privately owned bank, and all of the unbelievable ways that its private European family bank owners were becoming even more rich at the expense of the American tax payers.  This was just too complicated for most Americans to grasp or understand.  Here is one of his radio broadcasts about the Federal Reserve Bank  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9yb2lgDYDGM&t=2130s

Another topic area that William Cooper frequently spoke about, was all of the secrets that the U.S. Government keeps from the American people.  The knowledge and cooperation that the U.S. Government has with a variety of extraterrestrial species, advanced technology, underground jointly operated bases, jointly operated bases on the moon, advanced spacecraft.

What is never mentioned or hardly ever mentioned, is that William Cooper with his ties and connections to former and active duty military personnel, military contractors, space industry personnel, and intelligence officers, he was receiving actual information, he was not theorizing or speculating.

In approximately June of 2001, following a CNN interview with Osama Bin Laden, William Cooper began explaining on his radio program that soon there would be an attack on the U.S., that would be blamed on Osama Bin Laden, that would draw the U.S. into war in the Middle East.  William Cooper’s detailed explanation about what was going to happen, several months prior to the attack on the World Trade Center buildings on September 11, 2001, led to William Cooper being shot dead in his front yard by about ten Law Enforcement Officers on November 5 of 2001.  Here is his 9/11 prediction broadcast  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s9B5wwuR_JY

Ever since William Cooper published his book “Behold A Pale Horse” and began his radio show “The Hour Of The Time” in 1992, William Cooper had to deal with continual opposition, harassment, and threats.  He continued with his research, and passing along what he had discovered and learned week after week, year after year, always facing opposition, receiving no or very little financial support.  He said many times, that there would come a point that he would be murdered because he had disclosed too much.

William Cooper believed in what he was doing.  One time when he tried to explain why he even cared to try to disclose the truth to the American people and the World about what was truly happening, he said this:  You have got to understand, that when I was a boy growing up outside of Oklahoma City, I did not know any family where there was a divorce, I did not know any girl who got pregnant while in high school, I did not know anyone who had a drug addiction, and everyone who wanted to work had a job.  That World is gone now, it doesn’t exist anymore.  What has happened?

This was a good time for me to hear William Cooper again and to think about him.  He was not seeking to get rich, fame, popularity, or to be liked.  He could not care less about these things.  He said that he did not care what people thought about him.  In his forties and fifties, he didn’t seek to get ahead career-wise, make money, get rich, care about having possessions or nice things, travel, luxury, being a celebrity.  He mostly believed in learning, understanding, and sharing with others what he learned, in the hope that they could change things.

10 thoughts on “Why Do I Even Want To Write Anymore

  1. I enjoy reading your posts. I will say that your posts do stray into the territory of being objectively obtuse from time to time, but I get entertainment out of the reactions from the “good people” of society.

    I find it hilarious that people can become so grossly insensed over words on a screen.

    This is a symptom of their own mental weakness. Your commentary, like a good joke, nibbles at the heart of some fundamental truth and it makes them uncomfortable. Mentally strong people aren’t afraid of challenging ideas, they either concede to the superior point, pause and contemplate it, or form a strong rebuttal out of substantive arguments.

    Maybe it’s the engineers mind I have that makes me comfortable with uncomfortable ideas, but I do feel like an outlier many times when I read comments sections.

    I could go on for hours about how the public narratives attached to American partisan politics is all wrong on all sides of arguments, for example. Our political system is based on finding solutions to problems that really don’t exist in the most inefficient manner as possible.

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    1. Rusty Shackleford,

      Thank you for the reasonable comment that shows some thought, and shows someone else’s point of view.

      I am just now returning to this blog post article to include some links to William Cooper, so that people can learn about him.

      I hope that you will listen to some of William Cooper’s radio broadcasts if you haven’t in the past. I don’t believe that everything that he says is true, but he provides so much information that probably is true, that he is very worthwhile to listen to.


      1. I’ve never heard of cooper, but he sounds right up the alley of Art Bell of Coast to Coast AM.

        I do not believe that intelligent life from another planet has visited earth, and the real history of high altitude air craft and human space missions has a far more interesting story.

        I encourage you to read into operation paperclip…basically the USA got to the moon and developed the U2 and SR 71 programs off of the backs of holocaust murder science.

        MK ULTRA is also tangentially related as the program that looked into weoponizing psychoactive chemicals for warfare. The us government sprayed us soldiers with LSD from a crop duster in colorado.

        I encourage your readers to look up Tom Lehrer performances on youtube. He was a counter culture comedian and musician during the cold war era and his stuff is spot on.


      2. Rusty Shackleford,

        Yes, William Cooper and Art Bell are very much alike. Both William Cooper and Art Bell had parents who were active-duty career military, who caused their families to have to move from military base to military base whenever they received transfer orders. Both William Cooper and Art Bell entered the military themselves when they graduated from high school.

        Both William Cooper and Art Bell received technical training in areas like electronics, radio, and communications when they were in the military.

        Both William Cooper and Art Bell, either they were born with, were taught by their parents, or were instilled in the military with a strong sense of personal responsibility and self-reliance.

        As you know, both William Cooper and Art Bell started their own late-night AM Radio talk shows, where they discussed politics, government, current events, and some conspiracies. They both moved out into the vacant barren desert where property was cheap in order to live inexpensively and no longer be a part of the rat-race.

        Right when William Cooper was shot dead in front of his own house by Law Enforcement shortly after 9/11, which William Cooper explained would happen four months before it actually happened, Art Bell, Alex Jones, Rush Limbaugh, etc., immediately backed off any conspiracy theories for a while, because William Cooper’s assassination scared them.


  2. William Cooper , cant believe I never heard of this guy. I will be buying his book Behold a Pale Horse.
    Keep posting and keep up the good work. Piss on those little Cowards that hide behind their keyboards and incite violence and intimidation.

    Annapolis Md U.S.A


    1. Ray K,

      The book “Behold A Pale Horse” was difficult for me to read, because I had no idea what it was about, I wasn’t expecting it to be the way that it was.

      However, this book I believe is the only place where William Cooper’s military experience and qualifications are explained. In particular, this book explains that William Cooper gained most of his knowledge from working in the office of Naval Intelligence.


  3. Good post. And thanks for mentioning Cooper, I was not aware of him at all.

    You may be familiar with the interview of Yuri Bezmenov by Edward Griffin in 1984. Bezmenov was a KGB agent who defected to Canada in the early 1980s. The interview is still available on Youtube, presumably because it could be used for anti-Russian propaganda

    Bezmenov described the four stages of subversion in the US:
    More details in the video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgmg2VFX058

    One point that may be worth your attention is the following:

    “The demoralization process in the United States is basically completed already for the last 25 years (in 1984!). Actually, it’s over fulfilled……
    Most of it is done by Americans to Americans thanks to lack of moral standards.”

    “Exposure to true information does not matter anymore. A person who was demoralized is unable to assess true information. The facts tell nothing to him, even if I shower him with information, with authentic proof, with documents and pictures. …he will refuse to believe it…. That’s the tragedy of the situation of demoralization.”


    1. Fenyvessy,

      There are a bunch of different ways that Democracy has been destroyed in the U.S. One big way, was the destruction of the traditional family. Causing men and women to both have to work more than 40 hours per week outside the home in order to pay for the cost of living. With all women working or prepared to work outside the home, convincing women that they did not need a husband, they could kick their husband out and have the government force him to pay child support. Fathers no longer being in the home to discipline their children, supervise them, instruct them, keep them out of trouble, showing them how to behave by their example. Partly due to this, kids, and kids which have become adults in the past twenty years, are very dumbed-down. I don’t even think that young adults now have the foundation to ever understand anything very complicated, whether they attend college or not.

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  4. Dickenson58601 …. People once thought the world was flat. The Roman Catholic Church preached that. It was not until Columbus “discovered” the New World, and Magellan circumnavigated the globe, that it was proved otherwise. Still, the “flat earth” conspiracy still exists 500 years later.
    WHY ? People need to believe that their view not only validates them, but bestows a level of intellect upon them. (Most are high-school dropouts).
    Back to the Pope… he also gave forth that the Earth was the center of everything heavenly, until it was proved otherwise. Of course, what with space travel, etc, there is no doubt that the planet IS spherical, and.. NOT the centre (that’s how we spell it) of everything.
    Education I the greatest cure-all for what ails you. Not the “National Enquirer” or whatever bit of recycled toilet paper these “critics” of yours mat be able to read.
    Have no fear, the Truth will out.. it may take time, and many may not get to see its realization, but it will.
    What I note, is a similarity of technique with all these hostile social media types you speak about or have been affected by.. They themselves, will not DO anything, but incite others to do their dirty work and self-fulfill their “prophecies”. Blood is on the electronic hands of many of these people, and a Day of Reckoning is at hand..
    An immediate example of the Truth being realized, is your President’s present condition, as well as that of more than a few of his inner circle.
    I think the message should have been “Join the 200,000 strong army of the dead be maskless, this is the Game of Thrones, U.S. style”.
    I went school there, but have no desire to live in the U.S.A. the level of uninformed, “believe we are right, for (our interpretation of) the Bible tells us so”, was just too much for me to handle.
    …And… its warm in the tropics ..
    Tropical Angels wishes you all the best this brutal winter.


    1. Tropical Angels,

      In the blog post article that you are commenting on, I mentioned the writer and radio broadcaster William Cooper 1943-2001. I will provide the link in a future blog post to the complete archive of his “Hour Of The Time” radio programs from 1993-2001, there are approx. 2,000 one hour radio programs.

      Last night I listened to his first and second radio program from 1993. He was explaining the great effort, determination, forethought, and insight that the “Founding Fathers” had in calling for the first “Continental Congress” in the 1700s, forming the “Declaration Of Independence” which was an act of Treason against Great Britain and the King, punishable by death.

      The members of the first Continental Congress were representatives of the thirteen colonies that existed at that time. These representatives were lawyers, doctors, merchants, educators, and plantation owners. What these representatives all had in common, was that they were the most well-informed readers, writers, correspondents, publishers, and orators concerning governance, systems of governance, human rights, legal rights, taxation, business, military, and history. They were very learned people, some with extensive formal education, some perhaps primarily self-taught, but they were very intelligent in a demonstrable way.

      On his radio program, William Cooper did a pretty good job of explaining how miraculous it was for these people to come together at that time and create such effective, all-encompassing, completely explanatory, authoritative documents on human rights and governance such as the Declaration Of Independence, Constitution, and Bill Of Rights.

      Probably due to the ease of modern life in the U.S., most of the population has been extremely dumbed-down, to where not only do they receive a very poor education, they themselves can not see or identify any natural order in life, or things necessary to their own survival.

      The majority of the population in the U.S., their time and thoughts are occupied by the NFL, NBA, MLB, NASCAR, American Idle, the Kardashians. If these distractions aren’t enough, it’s methamphetamine, crack cocaine, heroin, or alcohol. I could say that I do not know why the majority of people choose to live this way, but I do know: it is easier for them to be oblivious, it is less work for them to forego reading difficult material, it is less frustrating to make no attempt to understand complex subjects, it is less tiring to ask questions and seek answers, it is more comfortable to not learn unpleasant truths. They are lazy, they are unwilling and uninterested in making any effort or sacrifice, even if it were in their own best interest, because they can more easily eat, drink, get high, and watch TV.

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